SCARED
07-06.05
07-06.05
this day was so magical..
not because of boys..
not because of him
(of course not ,
because we haven't said hi to each other for two weeks..)
MAGICAL...
because...it's like I spent dream with my friends..
during recess and lunch, i spent my time with them..
telling jokes, laughing at each smiles,
eating together andeven brushing our teeth together..
it was like..we were a big family..
living in one simple but happy house..
it was like every moment with them is in slow motion..
each hug,each smile, each joke..
was like the very first one..
but being a very pessimistic person..
i felt scared...
SCARED OF WHAT?
scared of not spending time with them..
after graduation..
scared of missing them too much that it might hurt..
scared of not being with them with every single day..
but i guess,,i should forget these thoughts by now..
i should just treasure my time with them..
while we are still together everyday...
P.S.
short diary here:
monday-bagong ahit ng bigote crush ko..ang cute nya...mukhang anghel..
tuesday-ayun..lagi syang dumadaan..prang magkaiba kme ng mundo..nakit ko crush kong college!!!
wednesday-wala lang..astig na day...khet medyo sad...hay nakesh...
(mixedmasks,8:55 PM)