I'M HATING IT.
ever since the sembreak was over,
everyday seemed to be soo damn wrong...
too many requirements, fast lessons, hectic schedules and heck,
i don't even have time to reaaalllly relax and enjoy...or is it just that nowadays, i was not the same person that i was before..
i spent more time alone...less talk..less bonding..less happiness..
i can't fiure out what's wrong..
all i could think of was the moments that i want to cry to dissolve the burden..
yet, i don't have time to cry..
i hate it when i smile at the end of the day
even when i feel inside that everything is fake...
i hate how destiny happens...thinking if i could do something about it...
my mind is full full of questions left unanswered...
my heart is left with so much pain..and all i know is thata i'm hating the feeling...
I HATE IT.
(mixedmasks,10:11 PM)