Away...
11-15-05
i thought, i'll be happy without him..
just to be with people who love me..
yet..my hope is falling into pieces..
all the pain is coming back to me..
the mightmare that haunts my highschool days...
i feel so isolated from them...
they are moving farther away from me...
and the reality is breakin' my heart into tears..
i feel so confused, so alone..
i know i may just be overreacting ...but i...don't know...
i guess i need to cope up with the world that is just filled up by my existence...
you may not know peeps...but it's killing me...
masayang araw..nakakabahala..
kasabay siyang naglalakad....habang ikaw,nagppaulan..
gusto man din kitang sabayan...baka ayaw mo naman..
hayy....madalas kausap siya...ikaw ang nasa utak..
hay...pusong tanga...nakakainis..
(mixedmasks,9:40 PM)