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Filled with darkness, I continue to write
about me and my emotions that i continue to hide
Lightened only by this screen, I think as I cry
Remembering how you act as you hold my heart up high
Confusing smiles, hurtful words as you fill my world in
Tryin' to move away from you but i just go back from where I begin
Memories of you and me, left me with bloody scars
Refreshed by the distance as I look at you from afar
I guess you'll never be aware of how much you've damaged me
You've torn my heart open, and now I can't break free
Forever I'll feel that I'm not enough for you
I'm nothing, I'm useless, I'm an art of black and blue
No matter how hard I try, I can't make you stay
You've released my hand as pictures of us just fade away
Leaving nothing but cold memories as you say goodbye
I'll go back to our world alone, soon without you..
I'll just...die.
(mixedmasks,11:55 PM)