ONE LOOOONG COLD DAY.
i slept at around 4 am.
i cried before i fell asleep.
i woke up at around 12 noon.
i was shaking.i was so cold though my blanket was wrapped up around me.
the sky was so lame.it was raining.and i felt that sadness that i couldn't explain.
i went to my brother's room.my older brother was there.
he said that we are leaving this afternoon.
i didn't have the energy to do so.
i went down.
my other brother was sleeping on the sofa.
he was very tired last night after they won the dance contest.
so i just sat on the other sofa while hugging myself.
i wrapped my arms around my legs.
i don't have a tomorrow to wait for.
then night came,we went out to attend mass.
when we went home,i had coffee and pandesal for dinner.
nothing beats the coffee that my mother made for me.
and now,i'm wearing a shirt,a jacket and my favorite pair of jogging pants.
and i'm blogin away.
waiting for my body to feel tired.
for my eyes to shut to sleep.
this had been a very long cold day.
and don't one another one.
please.i just want to be happy.
i slept at around 4 am.
i cried before i fell asleep.
i woke up at around 12 noon.
i was shaking.i was so cold though my blanket was wrapped up around me.
the sky was so lame.it was raining.and i felt that sadness that i couldn't explain.
i went to my brother's room.my older brother was there.
he said that we are leaving this afternoon.
i didn't have the energy to do so.
i went down.
my other brother was sleeping on the sofa.
he was very tired last night after they won the dance contest.
so i just sat on the other sofa while hugging myself.
i wrapped my arms around my legs.
i don't have a tomorrow to wait for.
then night came,we went out to attend mass.
when we went home,i had coffee and pandesal for dinner.
nothing beats the coffee that my mother made for me.
and now,i'm wearing a shirt,a jacket and my favorite pair of jogging pants.
and i'm blogin away.
waiting for my body to feel tired.
for my eyes to shut to sleep.
this had been a very long cold day.
and don't one another one.
please.i just want to be happy.
(mixedmasks,11:16 PM)